Today of all days… something strangely familiar had to take place… thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. Why did it have to happen today? I hope my little hamster will be fine. I cried so loudly… and cried sooo much today when remembering my cat. I hope that all my pets… my hamster.. my fishies… and my shrimp… will all be okay.
But yeah, for the first time in a while… since no one was home… I cried my heart out. I don’t think my parents even remembered what day it was. And I had brought up the subject to my sister…I guess I’m the only one who ever really cared 
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On a side note: I’ve been having really, really strange dreams lately. Some have been about death (mine)… some have been about competition…something to do with water? and racing? I don’t know why I have really weird random dreams sometimes. Maybe the water one is due to me listening to the sound of water while I sleep? I had downloaded this app to my ipod that is suppose to play certain sounds… like nature.. rain… ocean waves… birds chirping.. etc… in order to help one get to sleep (since I’ve been having trouble falling asleep… internal clock is all out of tune). For the most part it helps me fall asleep. But then I get weird dreams. What to do.
Other than that.. I’m about half way finished knitting my scarf!! YAY! Simple design. Could have been better. But its a start. Then I will make another quick pair of legwarmers (can’t have too many)…and THEN i will start a knitting project…making a bag with a monkey face (or bunny face…. or lion face…) on it